attention attention

see you in hell

I poured my soul,

but have been

lost

lost

lost

I should love God

rather than you;

I do not

echo in your ears

Favorite things at this exact moment:

• Breaking Bad
• Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close
• cheesy broccoli soup
• memory foam
• Parks and Recreation
• geodes
• my Nintendo DS 
• eyelashes
• the Arctic Monkeys
• soft carpet
• black
• Requiem for a Dream (terrifying, don't ever watch twice)
• Requiem on Water (a very excellent song)
• the word "requiem" (look it up)
• candy
• money (preferably cash, change/debit works too, though) 
• Korean movies

Prize: Candy for all

I think we all spend too much time loving things we don't really love
and hating things we don't really hate.

I probably say "I hate her/him/that/life/everything" at least 13 times a day, and that is 13 times too many.

The girl I always say that I hate probably has a lot of problems (just like me) (just like you) and she's probably doin her best, because high school sucks (I don't hate it though.)

Yeah the football player in our class acts like he doesn't care / doesn't even appear to try, but hey he took the class.

So what if there's a guy who is completely straight who likes to dance across the stage like a total queer, so what.

So what if a girl has to kiss 42 boys for her to feel like she's anything at all, so what.

I think generally, we're all pretty good people. (Don't get me wrong, there are some shitty people out there.) But I think everyone is doing their best, and people know what's best for them.

So heres a challenge:

1. Stop overusing the words love/hate
2. THINK before you say that rude thing about that person you probably don't even know
3. Stop tearing people down and maybe try and lift some people up (with the amount of people who have talked about being sad/depressed just on these blogs I know some people are pretty freakin sad, and why not change that if we can?)
4. Be nice to yourself, too
5. Remember that people are people, we're all pretty dumb sometimes

It would be cool if re-blogging was a real thing, because then we could spread this all over the internet and CHANGE THE WORLD!

just kidding, but really, let's start being nicer to each other. 

I used to hate animals, not anymore

pretty happy

I'm happy because I made it to November. Because my bed is super comfy, I have really good friends, and because my mom still makes me breakfast. I'm happy because of the string tacked to my wall and the number of stairs in my house and because apparently the chemicals in my brain are well balanced. I'm happy because out of the 5 people in my family, I don't hate any of them. I'm happy because there are a lot of pretty places in the world and a lot of places I've never been. I'm happy because I like books and watching movies and TV is pretty cool, too. I'm happy because even though a lot of crappy things have happened to me, a freakin lot of good things have happened to me as well (plus I've got a lot of life ahead of me, which means a lot more crap but also a lot more good.) I'm happy because I got a C on my math test (just kidding, that sucks.) 

mind | matter

I'm thinking about you.
I'm thinking about you like a lot, like a lot thinks about cars.
Like aliens think about mars (even though scientists aren't sure about life on there)
Like robbers and serial killers and teenage delinquents think about getting out from behind bars.

I'm thinking about you.
I'm thinking about you the way gamblers think about winning,
The way sinners think about sinning,
(the way I also think about sinning.)
The way baseball players think about the ninth inning.

I'm thinking about you like, like, like,
Like football players think about cheerleaders and cheerleaders think about football players, and fans think about football players and cheerleaders and the band and hotdogs and good weather and whatever else goes on in a sports fan's mind

I'm thinking about you like CRAZY,
Like crazy people think about love.
Like Americans think about the gov(ernment)
Like boxers think about their winning boxing glove (punch punch)

I'M THINKIN ABOUT YOU, 
AND I'M DREAMIN ABOUT YOU,
AND I CAN'T QUITE GET MY MIND OFF OF YOU.

I'm thinking about you.
I'm thinking about you like poets think about the word blue.
Like homosexual men think about their new shampoo.
Like greasers and thugs think about getting that 23rd tattoo.

Oh, it's true, I'm thinking about you.